Sunday, September 11, 2011

Half empty or half full?

I've been sitting here trying to think of what stood out to me... oh.

The fact that I made half as much as I made last night.  That kind of sucks.  I guess I brought it upon myself.  I made mistakes tonight.  I wasted a lot of time.  Many customers weren't tipping and I didn't feel like beating it out of them. 

It just sucks to make half as much because when I think of it, I got shot down twice as much.  I got too many no's.  Stupid Saturday night.  I expected to do better tonight. 

A particular regular customer has lost interest in me and is now giving money to Whoreface, one of my co-workers.  I don't know why I call her that... I just don't like her.  I'm jealous, that's what it is.  I don't know the girl, but she's just better than me in ways I wish I was better.  I'm just pissed I haven't risen to her level yet.  I know she makes more money than me.  She has better game.  I want better game.

Perhaps it's the player - me.  I think I just played a piss poor game tonight, unlike last night.  I shouldn't have spent the most amount of time with the guys that paid the least.  Bad move. 

Guess I'll just have to do better next time.