I've been sitting here trying to think of what stood out to me... oh.
The fact that I made half as much as I made last night. That kind of sucks. I guess I brought it upon myself. I made mistakes tonight. I wasted a lot of time. Many customers weren't tipping and I didn't feel like beating it out of them.
It just sucks to make half as much because when I think of it, I got shot down twice as much. I got too many no's. Stupid Saturday night. I expected to do better tonight.
A particular regular customer has lost interest in me and is now giving money to Whoreface, one of my co-workers. I don't know why I call her that... I just don't like her. I'm jealous, that's what it is. I don't know the girl, but she's just better than me in ways I wish I was better. I'm just pissed I haven't risen to her level yet. I know she makes more money than me. She has better game. I want better game.
Perhaps it's the player - me. I think I just played a piss poor game tonight, unlike last night. I shouldn't have spent the most amount of time with the guys that paid the least. Bad move.
Guess I'll just have to do better next time.
About Me
- Bella Hack
- Somewhere in the south, United States
- Actively posting since 2010. At this point, I've been dancing for a few years now, and now you can see the transformation and evolution of a girl who picks dancing to pay the bills. It started with the crazy bullshit that seemed out of the ordinary until it became ordinary, now my primary focus is stripping "smarter" and finding a way to replace the income with a "real" job, and to answer any questions to those wanting to know more about the world of stripping.