I might have to skip every 4th Saturday. When it's my last inactive pill, I get PMSy. I skipped work tonight. Fuck that. I don't need to be crying in front of a ton of douche bags.
I don't feel like getting all gussied up. I just wanna wear workout clothes, flat shoes and no makeup. I'll never get dances looking like this. See, I'm way too negative to be working tonight.
Part of me just wants to go out and socialize, and just be a customer. I'd spend money I don't really have, though. Last night wasn't fruitful and since I'm too bipolar to work tonight, I'm just gonna have to try to sit and save my money.
I've been busy doing my homework, trying to keep up with all my assignments and deadlines. I'm loving school; It makes me happy, despite how much work I've got because of it.
I've been trying not to skip my workouts. I got some good butt lift sessions done on Monday and Friday. The rest of the week I got my exercise from walking around on campus and climbing stairwells. Fuck elevators, except when I'm not wearing shoes meant to tear up the stairs.
I made pitiful money this week, but I'm proud of myself for staying an active student and athlete.
About Me
- Bella Hack
- Somewhere in the south, United States
- Actively posting since 2010. At this point, I've been dancing for a few years now, and now you can see the transformation and evolution of a girl who picks dancing to pay the bills. It started with the crazy bullshit that seemed out of the ordinary until it became ordinary, now my primary focus is stripping "smarter" and finding a way to replace the income with a "real" job, and to answer any questions to those wanting to know more about the world of stripping.