Yesterday was kind of surreal because I was up during the daytime.
On Sunday night, I didn't work and did some baking. I made cookies and drank milk with them, and passed out at midnight. I woke up four hours later, at about 4:30 a.m.
I couldn't fall back to sleep because my typical stripping pattern keeps me awake from 12-4. I was working at that time on Friday and Saturday night, so I stayed awake during the wee hours of the morning, and watched the morning news reports.
I still couldn't fall back to sleep after 9 a.m. So I figured I could go to school while it's still early and walk in and take care of any roadblocks with getting registered.
I say that the day felt surreal because I feel that way during my second wind. That second wind overrides all that tired feeling I felt when trying to go back to sleep. So does caffeine. My school is teeming with vending machines full of caffeine-pumped beverages. My choice of poison for that day was a Java monster energy. There is no sleeping after knocking back a can of that rocket fuel.
Since I drank the crank, I couldn't fall asleep even when the afternoon started sucking away that second wind. I ended up going to a friend's house to shoot the shit, and took a 15 minute nap when I got home around 8, then stayed up til 2 a.m. I almost couldn't go to sleep because that is when I'm working, but I knew I needed sleep and I eventually crashed out for about 12 hours. Now I am "almost" back to normal.
So the good news is I managed to get through ALL my road blocks with school and now I have a perfect, full-time schedule for this coming fall semester. Now the challenge is to pay for the classes. Since I'm returning for a second degree, I'm not qualified for any grants or scholarships, which really is a drag, since I had a scholarship last time. My only option for not paying up front is loans, and I don't want any more debt. Interest is such a pain.
Guess it's time to shake my sweaty ass all summer long. I should do buy one get one free lap dances. People can't say no to free.
About Me
- Bella Hack
- Somewhere in the south, United States
- Actively posting since 2010. At this point, I've been dancing for a few years now, and now you can see the transformation and evolution of a girl who picks dancing to pay the bills. It started with the crazy bullshit that seemed out of the ordinary until it became ordinary, now my primary focus is stripping "smarter" and finding a way to replace the income with a "real" job, and to answer any questions to those wanting to know more about the world of stripping.