I decided to stay home last night. I feel insane skipping a Saturday, but I didn't want to have three bad nights in a row.
I clearly can't make money when I'm stressed out. My feet fucking hurt from wearing new shoes for two nights, I'm yeasty, my toenails are chipped ALREADY... Maybe this just wasn't a week to work for me.
I really just want to be responsible about making money, and I hate that I can't control my income on some nights because on some nights the supply heavily outweighs demand. And I'm a terrible hustler. And everybody's broke.
A little astrology for those that care - My pisces ass was last in line for money, and it sucked. The money cake was light and small and by the time I got to it, all that was left was crumbs and a half-eaten piece.
I need a new source of income. I need to manage my resources better. I need to get smarter. I'm off to a very slow start. God, I need to do better!